DEPRESSION QUOTES FROM MY BOOK ?
Q.WHEN I LOOK BACK AT THE THINGS THAT I HAD INVENTED WITH MY OWN MIND, I CANNOT UNDERSTAND HOW GOD GAVE ME THAT CREATIVE ABILITY AND SEVERE DEPRESSIONS IN THE SAME MIND?
A.First I would like to wish everyone a safe and happy holiday weekend. At the moment I am in the most severe depression of my life. I have had depression since I was about 4 years old and they continued thru out my entire life. In 10 days I will be 68 years old and I cannot think of many days in my life that I have been happy. I have completed a book on my MEMOIR OF AN ETERNITY OF DEPRESSION. The book is about my life long struggle with depression. A lot of the quotes in this book came from the diaries that I have kept for over 40 years. I have listed some of the book below. IT WAS HELL TRYING TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT. MY DEPRESSIONS ARE CONTINUES AND SEVERE. NOBODY SHOULD FEEL THIS MENTAL AND PHYSICAL PAIN THAT HAS IMPRISONED ME FOR SO MANY YEARS AND IS NOW ABOUT TO TOTALLY DESTROY ME. O'GOD SHOW ME THE WAY TO INNER PEACE, SOMETHING THAT I NEVER HAD AND WOULD LIKE TO FEEL BEFORE I DIE. THE NIGHTMARE CONTINUES AS IT HAS SINCE I WAS BORN. I KNOW THAT I HAVE LET MYSELF SUFFER BY CONTINUING IN THIS THING CALLED LIFE. THIS HAS BEEN THE STORY OF MY LIFE AS FAR AS MEDICATIONS ARE CONCERNED. THE POOR RESULTS OVER THE YEARS HAVE MADE ME GIVE UP ANY HOPE OF ANY POSSIBILITY THAT I COULD ENJOY A PERIOD OF LIFE THAT WOULD FINALLY BE DEPRESSION FREE.
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